Well, I'm back!!!

Weight today 97kg. Couple of kg's up. I'm not shooting myself over it for many reasons. The most important being that I know I can do this. Thankyou to everyone that has encouraged me to get back into this. It has taken a few days of serious soul searching to even think about it...and..well..here I am again. I look forward to hearing from you all.
A few things have changed. I'm not doing that job that was so perfect. Long story...don't really want to go there. Some things aren't as perfect as they seem. Seems it's taken me more that my share of dissapoinments to figure that out. I have decided after reading my "stupid" posts before..that being overly nice to some people won't change their behaviours....only they can. So therefore only I can change mine...and I choose not to give a flying...rats...about some of the strange things that I think other people do and try to concentrate again a little on the things I can do that make me feel better. In the end...it's only me that makes me feel better??? Apparently?? I know that will get Gae started...:-) Luv ya Gae!!
Anyway, I will leave it there for now...I intend to get sorted this week. Empty the fridge of junk, clean up the house and pantry of "hidden" treats.
I want this...I want goal...and I want it for me. Luv yas!!!